Drowning

I'm drowning in my own tears.
I try to stay above the waves,
but fail miserably.
This was brought on because of you.
All the yelling,
all the hatred,
all the lies..
..all built up inside of me.
All struggling to get out.
When they finally do,
there's going to be hell to pay.
You are not my role model anymore.
You aren't even a part of my life.
With all of this,
this anger just twisting my heart.
It doesn't make sense..
..all this crap.
I just want to go away.
Go away, and never return.